Thursday, July 24, 2025

Cruor Mare (short story, originally written and published in 2013)

 WARNING: This story contains setting-appropriate racial and ethnic slurs.



“I can paint ya a bettah one, sah.”

That was what Opa said upon seeing the still-wet shark faces plastered across most of the squadron’s P-40s. A new lieutenant transferred over from North Africa, said that he saw Kraut planes with shark faces and they looked appropriately menacing, like predators in the sky – so why not paint ours like that, too? This is the Pacific, after all; both us and the Japs know that we’ll likely end up as shark bait, in the end.

Turned down the new scheme, at first. Didn’t want it, looked silly, like something from a goddamn Terry and the Pirates strip. But seeing those Forties lined up in the tropical sun, teeth bared and eyes staring, started to have a change of heart. And now Opa, the squadron’s resident Polynesian pet and sometimes-painter, wants the job for himself. Why not – it’s just an oval with teeth in it and a pair of eyes. No way that anyone could possibly fuck it up, not even a guy wears a misshapen chunk of polished driftwood as a necklace. Knock yourself out, Opa, and don’t you splatter the windscreen, or that chunk of wood gets tossed into tomorrow night’s bonfire.

Saw the results the next morning. Opa had spent all night on it, on a goddamn shark face paint job that anyone else could have finished in two hours. And he still managed to fuck it up! That goofy grin had a primitive, almost childish quality to it, the teeth were ragged and uneven, and the eyes were crooked, like the shark was afflicted with a nasty case of walleye. There was none of the bold, cartoonish menace that the other planes had. And yet . . .

“Take care, sah. You see eyes? I mix black stone, little bits in; you see teeth, I mix white stone, little bits, old coral and such. You plane look like shark because shark demon like it, look like it. Shark demon fly with you now, you shoot many slanty-eyes, sah. But he want go home, one day; you take care.”

Didn’t know what the damn fool was talking about; but had to admit, the longer you looked at that plane, the less you wanted to. There was something alien about it, as though Opa had dipped his paintbrush right into the Pacific and swathed the plane with its unforgiving vastness and still, quiet lethality. It looked right back at you, not with the blank dead eyes that festooned the rest of the squadron, but with real obsidian malevolence – the void noticing you and taking your measure, just in case it decided to swallow you later. It was unpleasant. Decided to fly with it anyway.

 

Took off for combat air patrol the next morning. Didn’t expect anything; at least four days out of five, never saw any Japs anywhere. Just as well; everyone knew a Forty was no match for a Zero in a dogfight, unless the Jap was a rookie and the Yank was shit-hot. Felt a familiar hollow feeling in the chest, seeing the sun glinting off of metal wings over the sea, and knowing that they weren’t ours. They saw us, and went for us, like barracuda after big, fat tuna.

The Japs expertly broke formation and selected different targets. Took evasive action, focused on living long enough to get away. No such luck. One came right over, sprayed bullets across the left wing, spun on a dime, ended up behind. Christ, he’s fast – and the Forty flies like it’s tied to a string – this time, it’s over . . .

Stick seemed to move itself. Blood drained away as the Forty shot up like a rocket – Jap couldn’t follow, he’s in front now – Forty rolls onto its back, the stick slams forward, nose dives and blood returns. The Forty’s faster than a Zero in a dive. Jap’s under iron sights, now. The guns roar for a brief moment, and the shark’s first victim spins into the sea. It barrel rolls of its own accord to commemorate the occasion. The other Zeros break off and retreat.

Back at the field, everyone’s agog. “Where the hell did you learn to fly like that,” they want to know. “Didn’t think a Forty could climb like that without the wings peeling off,” they muse. Don’t have any answers; stick moved by itself. Plane seemed to have a mind of its own. Still not complaining when they paint a little rising sun flag under the cockpit. Noticed Opa watching from under the palms with a little grin on his face. Must think his lousy paint job had something to do with it.

No more Japs seen that day, or the next – then another tangle in the afternoon, and two more fall prey to the shark. Suddenly tied with the Major as top killer in the squadron. He seems pleased to finally have a little competition. “I was starting to think that none of you sons of bitches could actually fly,” he says, “Except the ones who can shoot. And the ones who can fly, can’t shoot! About time someone’s learned both.” Wonder if he longs to see them fly apart as the bullets hammer into them. Can’t muster up the courage to ask.

Japs are making a big push, now. Carriers and cruisers move east, taking new islands, staging aggressive patrols far beyond them – if there’s still a front line, it’s wrapping around us now, and starting to strangle. Tangle with Jap patrols almost every day, in numbers you wouldn’t believe, like we’ve stoned the world’s biggest hornet nest and they’re aching to sting anything that moves. Other guys fall; lose a third of the squadron in a little over a week. But the shark keeps scoring; there’s blood in the water now, and it will not be sated.

Don’t even have to pay attention to anything except at takeoff and landing. The Forty had never been a bad plane. A few bad points; a little sluggish, too stubborn to climb to altitude or pull out of a dive – but no longer. Now it’s gleaming, hard-edged perfection. The shark flies as though it’s hell-bent to claw everything but itself from the sky, and neither the law of gravity nor the fundamentals of aeronautics are going to stop it. Mechanics double the ammo load, but the extra weight makes no difference. The shark knows where to find its prey, knows how to conceal itself above or below, how to maneuver into position, and exactly – exactly – where and when to strike. Poor Japs rarely ever see what blasts them out of the sky. Occasional Jap ace manages to dodge the first strike and gives the shark a good fight. They wheel and flash in the blue, their contrails swirling and intertwining like lovestruck cobras looking for the tenderest place to bite. But in the end, only the shark is ever left, serene and invincible in the deep blue overhanging the deeper blue.

It’s beyond impressive. It’s beyond uncanny. It’s destiny with guns and horsepower. On the ground, there is only awe. Both for the increasingly dull-eyed and disinterested pilot, and the shark-faced Forty, its coral teeth now blackened by countless puffs of gunsmoke, its fuselage now adorned with row upon row of little sun flags in commemorative triumph. There’s constant talk of medals, promotions, studying the shark’s tactics and teaching them to every son of a bitch in a flight jacket – but what is that to a predator? All that is wanted, or needed, is the killing field and the kill. God bless the Pacific, it grants us both.

The whole island buzzes with rumors and stories about the shark. Some said there was a good-luck charm involved – a golden ring, a vintage whiskey bottle, a whore’s stocking. Some said the pilot flew drunk, or manic with dexedrine, and couldn’t even get off the ground if sober. A few pilots even believed that it was because Opa, and no one else, had painted that bloody plane. They begged him to do the same for theirs, offered to pay double or triple, slipped him all the alcohol they had hoarded – but he always begged off. “No sah, I can’t conjah but one shark at a time. And dis here shark’s gettin’ too bloody for his own good – mebbe havin’ to pull his teeth out, yeh?” he would say.

Laughed that off, and forgot about it. Japs were still pushing hard; had to fly four, five, six patrols a day. Everyone exhausted, unshaven, underfed, surviving on coffee, cigarettes, and the desperate comfort of routine. Dreams are filled with slashing teeth and wrenching jaws, and always the scent of blood, that stink of rust and decay. And Zeros still fell to the shark every time it took to the blue, like coconuts from a well-shaken tree. After one hard fight, saw Jap pilot eject, his white chute billowing above him. He landed in the water. The shark spun, dove, and put a few dozen rounds into him. Spreading pool of red surrounds him as he hangs limp, his limbs fading into the blue; his chute falls over him like a shroud, its edges slowly turning pink. The rest of the flight is aghast. Major is furious when he hears. “Not supposed to do that,” he says. “It’s a war crime.” War crime? Odd choice of words. Others say, “No problem, Japs do the same thing to us.” No repercussions; everyone knows the squadron needs the shark, badly. Reverse may not be true, not anymore.

Then, one gray morning, saw Opa standing at the shark’s red nose, holding a bucket in one hand and some tool in the other. No one but the two best wrench monkeys on the island are allowed to touch the shark now, and Opa ain’t one of them. Walked up to him, red mist over eyes, asked what he thought he was doing.

“Taking deh shark back, sah,” he said, clutching a rusty paint scraper. A couple of its teeth were already gone, revealing bare, battle-worn metal.

Why.

“Deh shark has done its job, sah. It needs to swim free, now.”

You can’t.

“Deh shark, he’s had his way with you, sah. Looky your eyes – dull and dark, the midnight sea undah no moon. You become blood-thirsty, sah – no good for no man. You let shark go, he let you go too.

I won’t let go.

“Deh shark must go, sah,” Opa said, with absolute finality. And he turned away, dipped his scraper in the bucket, and resumed scraping.

I won’t let you.

Body moved on its own. Smashed him to the ground, kicked the scraper out of his hand, leaned over him with teeth bared, saliva dripping. His throat looked inviting –

Felt a sharp pain from behind, then blackness. Nothingness.

 

Woke up in a cell, light streaming through barred window. “You lost control,” Major said, “Damn near killed him. Had to clock you with a wrench. Look, we’re all under pressure; everyone’s tired, everyone’s pissed. No need to kill each other over it. Stay on the ground a few days, have a few drinks, watch the sun rise and fall over the palm trees. Take it easy, for Christ’s sake.”

Did he finish?

“Finish? Finish what?”

The shark – the paint.

“He’s in no condition to finish anything. Jesus, no one’s touched your goddamn plane – see for yourself when you get out tomorrow.”

The shark still waits, complacently grinning.

Everyone looks at you differently after you’ve acted a certain way. Mixture of respect, fear, unease . . . is that envy? “You can do what we can’t, or won’t, and you have, God damn you.” But a smug envy; “We’re civilized, you’re a barbarian. We can shed blood like no men since Cain and still go back, play with our kids, love our wives, grow old enough to forget that cruelty and avarice make the world go round. We’re still people; you’re just a predator.”

Maybe they’re right.

Out of the brig the next day. Still supposed to be grounded; no matter. The blue beckons, outward and upward – or is it downward? Catch a glance of Opa, cowering away under the palms. That’s right; run. Hide. You’ll do yourself no good. The shark has tasted blood. It’ll never stop.

Kick the chocks away. Climb into the cockpit. One mechanic jumps up on the ladder, says “It’s not allowed” in a jittery little voice. Pathetic. One punch sends him to the ground with a broken nose. A few drops of blood spatter the windscreen. Plenty more to come.

Start the engine. Hear that welcome roar, that unhinged, full-throated wail of a just-awakened beast longing to flex its wings and sink its teeth.

See figures running towards the shark. A few carry guns, for all the good they’ll do. Fools – should be running away. Throttle forward – get the shark moving. Give the pedals a light kick to level the guns – and pull the trigger. Hard. Again, and again, and again. Bullets buzzsaw through metal, palms, flesh. Kick the rudder and the shark pivots beautifully, just enough to line up its nose with its former comrades. No longer worthy to share its domain. They go up in flame, smoke, and shrapnel. Puddles of blood spread on the tarmac, slowly seeping towards the shore. Like to see it drip into the white foam lapping hungrily against the sand – but the sky awaits.

The shark rockets above it all, driven by unseen forces beyond a mere three blades, twelve cylinders, or thousand horses. The cries of millions echo past in the warm, moist air, seeking absolution. Everyone wants to kill, even if they’ll never admit it to anyone, not even themselves. Everyone wants their pint of blood, their pound of flesh. Today, they’ll have it.

In the blink of a lidless eye, the Japs are there in numbers. The shark is but one – but look, the Zeros now bear their own toothy grins. No need to feel alone – it’s an uproarious tournament of equals, predator upon predator, all equally lethal, all able to dispatch and be dispatched with identical alacrity. Sky and sea merge into a limitless blue void.

The sharks wheel and loop and roll, fins glinting under the unrelenting sun. Bullets fly, parts fly – sometimes metal, sometimes flesh and bone – blood flies. Teeth gnash and tails flash. It’s a full-blown frenzy, and it is glorious.

But it cannot last. Soon, the last of the sharks hangs alone in the blue, wings creaking, breath sputtering, vision dimming. Red, red everywhere; what a brilliant contrast against the blue. Never noticed it before. And then the shark dives.

Time to go home, it says, back to the deep, the tranquil peace of the still waters. It sounds inviting.

I can already feel my body bursting.

 

Back on shore, one hand pressed against the bullet wound in his thigh, Opa looked to the sky, at the impossibly tangled spiderweb of white contrails, already scattered by the wind. He had seen a great many dogfights in his time, and that was incomparably the greatest. No one else would ever know that it had happened. He saw the last plane fall, spinning like a rifle bullet, somewhere beyond the horizon. He frowned.

“Dat’s deh shark demon, sah,” he said, to the corpses scattered over the runway. “He give much, but he take all – in deh end, he take you, too.”

He pulled the wooden amulet from his neck and tossed it into the water. Then he waded in after it. The blood had already reached the water, and there were fins circling.



This story is published with a Creative Commons BY-NC-SA 4.0 license.